I really hope these next two shoots I’ll be doing this weekend pull me out of my rut. I had an emotional breakdown last night. I cut everyone off from me. For the first time ever I told my guy “I’ve lost all motivation to shoot”. I live to photograph. Photographing women in my style is what keeps me going. And now I’m not sure if the last five years in school was worth it or did I just waste it way simply because I don’t shoot strobes often.